2011

Iniciamos trasmisión desde el Centro Médico Dr. Bournigal.

Felices fiestas a todos.

Tuve la oportunidad de hacer cosas diferentes:

cantar mientras arreglo mi cuarto, bailar a faldas con el viento, sentarme en el cielo sin que nadie me moleste.

Sin tiempo me apresuro.

y aunque llena de quejas e imperfecciones, estoy.

Entre la auto referencia de un gigante mal educado y una más pequeña que en realidad nunca tuvo una en específico, gritando insultos y corriendo, como parte de la diversión, nunca importó.

Prefiere estar perdida que estar con un oído dolido escuchando Alicia pasear por las colinas, valles o quizá en las calles de una ciudad.

Me debo ésto.

Mi productividad pública está baja. Pero ni sé de que es la falta. Yo no sé escribir cosas bonitas, y según un amigo en específico, me llevo demasiado de las normas. La única que sé que cumplo es que no quiero que este sea un blog común de cosas que me pasaron en el día, y a mi no me importa si a los demás le importa. Yo no quiero contar eso. Se supone que ésto lo cree para contar historias breves, para irme en una con intentos de poemas, para delirar y contar secretos al aire, para que cada uno sea una voz, casi imperceptible, pero que esté ahí.

Pero comencé con la rigurosidad de la calidad, a cuestionarme y a pensar fuera de mi. Me debo seguir escribiendo, y mandar al carajo las resistencias.

Graduation

and i forget every word because i don't know if i'm enough.

but meanwhile, i still smile, now it's time to get in track of what i want.

-felicitaciones todos mis graduandos,
y a los que no son mios.

En imagen:
Bianca Pamela,
Arquitecta.

9 cosas

En junio del 2007 escribí mis 8 cosas.
Para comenzar el 2010 escribo mis nueve. En 3 años pasa mucho.


1. Tengo una idea de quien soy, y de mi personalidad. Remplazable, quejona, negativa, agridulce.

2. Soy Scout y es lo máximo. Es un pilar en mi vida y parte fundamental de quién y cómo soy: amigos, amores, almas, sonrisas, desiluciones, reflexiones... vivir.

3. Creo en Dios, y entiendo más cosas sobre las religiones. No soy fanática de las mismas.

|>> 4. Música, Música, Música.

5. A m o la naturaleza. El contacto directo con la creación... y mientras estoy ahí me gusta incendiar cosas en una fogata y limpiarme las uñas con navajas y cuchillos afilados :]

6. Paranoias/pánicos en descenso.
Pero están presentes y ya casi no hablo de los mismos.

7.Soy saca pie. Sacapie que es increible. Pero es mi modus operandi con relación a las personas y amistades. Probablemente mi mecanismo de defensa.

8. Mis amigos: Santo Domingo, Santiago, Virginia...
y conocidos muchos, caras que se pierden cuando sopla el viento.

9. Sigo buscando mi utopía: Continuar el desarrollo de mi pensamiento secundario -parte análitica, no emotiva, del ser humano-, dejar mi huella, hacer música, escribir, fotografiar, filmar, viajar, conocer, ser yo. Una más compleja pero más completa y táctil.

for reasons unknown

I said my heart,
it don’t beat,
it don’t beat the way it used to
and my eyes don’t recognize you no more.

And my lips,
they don’t kiss,
they don’t kiss the way they used to,
and my eyes don’t recognize you no more.

For reasons unknown;
for reasons unknown;
for reasons unknown;
for reasons unknown.

Tengo una Killermania desde antes del concieeto, pero se agrava con el paso de los días... for reasons unknown.
a h o r a t e n g o u n c o m p r o m i s o .

gracias Joetcétera, Franm & Dahi.

baile de avellanas

encontré esto en ffffound.com / me parecen interesantes.

texto por Leidy Gonzalez / créditos debajo de cada imagen.
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Mis pies ya no encontraron en suelo, me vi sobre la ciudad

pero danzaba un baile de avellanas con mi sonrisa intacta

mientras mi tío siguió en la búsqueda de esconder su hijo bastardo

como si fuera una sombra en su memoria.

Pero terca al fin,

mientras pelea contra la corriente,

en el baile de avellanas continuo.

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Stop Motion

Comienza la guerra... otra vez

Por segundo año, el Listin Diario realiza la blog-guerra, es decir "el segundo concurso de blogs dominicanos" y Secreto a Voces está participando en la sección Arte/Literatura/ Cultura/Moda

Entonces, entrando aquí busca el nombre del blog y vota :]

Gracias
-Leidy

reset

Necesito presionar el botón de reset...
ahora, tengo que encontrarlo.

-Leidy

Tan árido como el Sahara descansa,
solitario,
perdido.
Bombeante de sangre caliente
más como el invierno, frío.
Un corazón que jamás supo su función.

Leidy González 01/4/09

It's safe to say that you dig the back seat - Dance Gavin Dance

Exploring my music box I found my angry music as some friends like to call it.
This is so touching. Just so you know :)

"It's your persistence that makes me sick
It's not the sight of your face
And now I am so faint, caught up in just this way
I know that you can be more than this
This wasn't what I wanted
You said I sewed that dream alive
Climb farther into hate, is it this back seat making you itch?
Morals become something from a dream
This isn't the way to blow off steam
It's all in your head

Give up this is making me sick
My patience is wearing thin
I will be leaving you now stay away for long"

Yo también soy de los que atacan a la realidad

para poder sobrellevar la vida.

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Foto: Leidy Gonzalez
En foto: Joan Espino

-2009

-2008

[Basics]

Name: Leidy.
Age: 18.
Gender: female.
Hair color: black.
Eye color: dark brown.
Height: 5'9.
Marital Status: single.

[2008 Have You's]

Have you had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes.
Got married: no.
Got engaged: no.
Got drunk: not quite there.
Done drugs: no.
Smoked: no.
Gone skinny dipping: no.
Had sex: no.
Got divorced: no.
Broken the law: yes.
Kissed someone of the same gender: no.
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend: no.
Fallen in love: no.
Fallen out of love: no.
Defied your parents: yes.
Got into a fist fight: yes.
Been in prison: no.
Got detention: no.
Learnt to drive: no.
Had your heart broken: kinda.
Kissed someone and regretted it: no.
Kissed someone and not meant it: yes.
Kissed a friend: yes.
Had surgery: no.
Broken a bone: no.
Gone on vacation: yeeeep.
Been beaten up: no.
Beat someone up: no.
Got fired/expelled: no.
Been to the beach: yeeeah.
Lied to your parents: yes.
Lied to the cops: no.
Stolen money: no.
Mugged someone: no.
Told someone you liked them: yes.
Asked someone out: yes.
Been asked out: yeep.
Wanted someone you couldn't have: YES.
Performed a public display of affection: yes.
Been to second base: yes.
Been to third base: yes.
Bought a pet: no.
Lost a relative: no.
Been on stage: yes.
Cried during a movie: yes.
Stalked someone: no.
Been stalked: yes.
Lost friends: yes.
Protested: yes.
Been cautioned by the police: no.
Been cheated on: probably.
Cheated on a test: yes.
Passed an exam: yes.
Failed a class: no.
Become vegetarian: no.
Eaten something you shouldn't have: yes.
Been paid to date someone: no.
Thrown your shoe at someone: yes.
Sang in the shower: yes.
Had cyber sex: no.
Had a long-distance relationship: kinda
Been cheated with: no.
Pulled an all nighter: yes
Been grounded: no.
Taken a topless picture: no.
Tanned topless: no.
Used a tanning bed: no.
Kissed in the rain: no. =(
Spent the night at the opposite sex's house: yes.
Learnt a script: yes.
Been in a play: yes.
Acted like a slut/man whore: yes.
Bribed someone: nop.
Dated someone for a dare: nop.
Kissed a dog: no.
Played 7 minutes in heaven: nop.
Kissed 2 people in the same night: no.
Moved house: nop.
Been abroad: yes.
Kissed a picture: yes.
Skipped a class: yes.
Liked someone else whilst dating someone: no.
Broken an engagement: nop.
Dated your best friend's crush: no.
Dated a friend's ex: no.
Stayed friends with an ex: yes.
Felt lonely: not really.
Purposely hurt yourself: no.
Taken too many pictures: yeah.
Laughed until it made you cry: yup.
Changed the way you look: yeep.
Been hit by a car: nop.
Been in a major accident: no.
Had a near death experience: no.
Forgotten someone's name: yes.
Cried yourself to sleep: yeah.
Cried for over an hour: no.
Hit a teacher: nop.
Hit a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes. hahaha :)
Written a song: no.
Written a poem about someone: yees.
Been rejected: all the time ^^
Changed religion: no.
Flirted with someone who was taken: no.

[Random Questions]

Are you looking forward to 2009? not really.
Any regrets for 2008? nop.
New years resolution? :]
What are you doing for new years eve? family, family, family... hooray
Are you going to kiss someone at midnight? don't believe so :)
Are you looking for love in the new year? bah :).
Are you looking for a new job? i amm.
What are you looking forward to most? positives changes.
Are you getting married in 2009? nop.
Have you already made plans for 2009? no.
Do you think 2009 will be better than 2008? let's see.
Are you going to get drunk on New Years Eve? no.

[2008 Reflections]

Drinking buddy of the year: don't really have one, cuz I really don't drink, but i'll have to give it to B-sol, Slim, Iggy, Chapin (I think), Cody...
Song of the year: some few.
Longest friend award: can quite figure it out
Closest friend award: well... carlos in some times, paloma in others and mary in some others.
Lowest point of the year: ermm.
Coolest new friend award: hahaha, a lot. OTTARI staff B)
Best holiday: w/e.
Best film: can't decide it. Across the universe it's pretty meaningful to me, as Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, and Twilight.
Best relationship: big jerk. :)
Halloween costume 2008: nothiing.
Biggest loser of 2008 award: ME! :D
TV Show of the year: gossip girl
Friend of the year: next
Valentine 2008: next!
How old did you turn in 2008: 18
How was your birthday in 2008: bah...
Overall was 2008 good: it was really nice. I did enjoy it at times.
Looking forward to 2009? its ok.
Is it going to be a good year for you: idk
How old will you be on your birthday: 19.
Do you want something different from 2009: yes
Are you hoping to change: not really, just keep on my self discovery journey.
Do you want to be a better peson: YES!
Do you think 2009 will be good: lets see!

Dreamsize

Gente/Vida
SUBIbaja
Sonrisas/Rostros/Historias
Gestos/Matices
LÁGRIMAS
Comienzos
Finales
Estado de ánimo/Amigos
Familia
~MÚSICA~
azulcarisma
[Negro]sa
Momentos/Recuerdos
Naturaleza
EXPERIENCIAS
Cielo/sol/Luna.

Shadowplay

Nostalgia...

A un lugar que [no] me pertenece.

Fotografías: Leidy González

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